“It mattereth not”….. 

What an amazing quote that I want to adopt. I heard it one Sunday (5-15-11) in a talk during Sacrament meeting and I have been pondering on it. Where my thoughts have taken me….  So much happens around us that we have absolutely NO control over.  I have felt my heart drop.  I get either frustrated or sad and loose all energy and hope, but Why?  Of course it is hard when what I may have imagined didn’t happen, but God has a plan and something will work out.  Not only that, but time heals all wounds.  In the past month I have felt my heart break.  I lost a friend, but it was his choice and in time God will bring amazing new friends into my life.  That thought alone can be terrifying.  When you are hurt and your energy is gone the thought of trying to make new friends sounds too hard.  But time heals and I will move on quicker, find a happier heart if I quickly say “It mattereth not”…….”It mattereth not that I have not yet met the man of my dreams, I cannot afford a home of my own yet, She thinks I am not fun, I do not know what my future has in store..etc… for that was their choice or there is nothing that we can do.  It is always times like this that makes us find all the other blessings around us.  I had to turn to my other friends around me to escape my loneliness and I found angels that God had placed into my life.  I am so grateful for my angels!!!